Day -64

Still no music. I may have to drop out because I have no idea how I am going to find the time to learn the music.

I have to admit that when I am at home playing, it’s fun. But when I think about having to play in public even in a low stakes setting, it is not appealing.

Part of it is fear of low level failure. Perhaps if I lived elsewhere I wouldn’t care as much. 

Also, my research is at that stage where everything I do is viewed from the theoretical perspective. 

I can’t wait till this damn thing is written.

I’ve spent today at work and around town doing holiday stuff with kid. I’m still on the train home and all I want to do is get home and gave a cup of tea. 

I’m so glad tomorrow is a public holiday.

Where I am at:

1) I can play clear notes

I still haven’t sorted out my posture etc. 

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